Answered Prayers

While driving the other day I had to pull over and take in the moment. This is what I saw.
I am surroudned by beauty. In people and places. In the food I eat prepared with love.
It's all such an incredible blessing. Forever thankful and in awe of God's grace.

I remember hearing a story a few weeks ago. The gist of it was about a man who had a dream where God gave him a grand tour of heaven. It was beautiful to say the least. Unimaginable. They came to this room filled from floor to ceiling with presents of all shapes and sizes.

The man asked God, "What are all these presents?"
And God answered, "These are all the things I had for you, but you never asked for them."

Overcoming Selfishness & Learning The Art of Giving

I expect too much. I expect the shirt from the back of the people that claim to love me. As if love were measured by what we gave in material things. There are other ways to measure love. And we must be as eager to give as we are to receive. 

Regret

“We need to learn to love the flawed imperfect things that we create and to forgive ourselves for creating them. Regret doesn’t remind us that we did badly. It reminds us that we know we can do better.” 

I have regrets.

Learning Vicariously (Pt.2)

I came across Aja Monet randomly about four years ago at a poetry reading on a Monday night in New York City. She was an undergrad student at Sarah Lawrence at the time.

The Problem with Timidity

Mika!

Photo via mikasounds

I don't ask for much in the way of music. I just want artists to produce great music consistently. Usually an artist I initially love disappoints me by their second or third album and I have to find some new infatuation to fill the musical void. This is not the case with Mika.

Sugar Cookie Fail!

Recipe adapted via the Food Network

I am not a cook. But I love to eat. And every once in a while, if I love something enough, I'll try my hand at recreating it myself. The other day my grandmother bought me some sugar cookies that were just to die for. They were gone that day. (Don't judge.)

Naturally I had to have more. They seemed easy enough to make. A little sugar, a little butter, a little love.

On repeat.

Solange via Mydamnblog

I'm in love with Solange's new EP, True. If you haven't heard it yet, you should definitely check it out. "Lover's in the Parking Lot" is my absolute favorite track at the moment. You can listen to it here. What say ye?

Learning Vicariously

Nikisha of UrbanBushBabes

I stumbled upon this last night. Nikisha of Urban Bush Babes shared 30 life lessons she learned on her way to age 30. This is honestly one of the most life changing things you'll ever read. But only if you put it into practice. So I had to share this with you, in addition to noting some of the ones that especially resonated with me (because hey, they all did).

Ungrateful

the view from my balcony

You ever have one of those moments where you literally want to smack yourself in the face? Well I had another epiphany. I can be very ungrateful. I forget, all too often, that I am blessed. There is so much to be thankful for. I was perusing my favorite spots online adding things I don't need to my mile long wishlist when I thought, "When was the last time I gave thanks for all the things that I have?"

It had been a while. Sometimes I get angry with God, and he has to remind me that I can be such a spoiled brat. "Remember that time when I...?" He says.

And that time He's referring to, was yesterday. Or this morning when I woke up. Because waking up is a blessing that we don't all get to experience. We mustn't take these things for granted. And instead of focusing on me-me-me and all the things I want, I should be spending my days asking God how I can live today, for him. He's done enough.

Natalia

Photo by Felipe Dana/AP

I read this article some time ago in the paper and this image really resonated with me because:

1. I realized that this girl, Natalia Gonzales is 15 years old and a crack addict.
2. When I discovered this I said a prayer for her, that she would know she is loved.
3. It confirmed that I would like to spend my life helping others like Natalia.

The Definition of Beauty

Photo by Maxim Vakhovskiy

As a society I think we are often misled when we talk about beauty. We equate beauty with  physical appearance when in reality one  has nothing to do with the other. On some level, we are all aware of this. 

I've met attractive people with very ugly personalities. And the more I interacted with them, the less attractive they became. Likewise, I've met other people that became more attractive the more I got to know them. In both cases though, nothing about the person physically changed. But my perception of them was completely different.